Could i be suffering from parkinsons, lupus, gravers, addison or MS?

I suffer from a major depressive illness, and have for many years. And, the more depressed I am the more physical symptoms I have. Everything you've described could easily be caused by depression. The one thing you didn't mention is whether or not you're receiving treatment for the depression. If not, you really need to, whether that means therapy or medication or a combination of the two.